Wednesday, July 27, 2011

[Reflect]It's a New Day

...and a new blog. One that isn't full of comments from someone I miss with all my heart and daily reminders of how much things will never be the same. It's so easy for the world to move on and it seems like I'm stuck in this moment, doing my best to fake it. I don't want all the attention that other people seem to thrive on.

This is about new beginnings though. Perhaps there will be a little bit of dwelling on the past, because so often I just don't talk about it. All my wounds have festered for years and I'm pretty sure they're slowly poisoning my soul. I need to find a place where I find acceptance with who I've been and who I've become.

Because like RuPaul says: "If you don't love yourself, how the hell you going to love someone else?"
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  1. AnonymousJuly 28, 2011 at 2:20 PM

    Very beautifully put, Love!
    You are an amazingly wonderful woman that has accomplished so much! So different from all those years ago, when we did such silly things!!
    All I have to say is I am very proud to know you! And glad to call you a friend and that you call me a friend! :)
    As for dwelling, you are doing so amazing (outwardly) with all that you have been thru and the loss of one of the most amazing people in your life! Helping your babies heal and accepting that you are perfectly wonderful! Even if you dont, I wont change my mind!
    Iloveyou!

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