So, today is really the first day back from camping. We were technically back at 11 am yesterday morning, but it takes an entire day to recover and feel human in my experience.
So, here I am, feeling mostly human again, and a million thoughts and ideas are floating around in my head. The truth of the matter is the quiet and being away did me a lot of good. It gave me a good chunk of time to not only catch up on the third book of a Song of Ice and Fire, but it also gave me a good chunk of time to evaluate what's important to me.
So, starting today, things are going to be a little different. I know I've said it before, but I'm starting to take the actions to reach a point where my heart and soul feel nurtured. I don't think this will always be easy. I'm a little terrified that I really only have three weeks left at a real job. Because I don't want to be stuck doing something I don't love anymore. I don't want to be living on the whims of people who only see me as a tiny piece in a big corporate puzzle.
The changes will be good. I know it. It will just take time to get to the point where it doesn't feel like I'm jumping off a cliff every time I turn around.
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